Friday, February 20, 2026

Is Lent All About Sorrow for Wrong?

 Lent has always carried an apparent purposefulness in creating sorrow, shadows of gloom & regret, and a wrestling of sorts with endings. With its popular association with self-denial and the giving up of favorite things, one can almost feel desert hermits flagellating themselves for enjoying their own breath.  Certainly, there is something to be said for taking time to reckon with one's enthrallment to society's penchant for consumer-driven individuality, the drive for money, and the lens through which something only has value if it has a price tag. Yet in Christ, that notion is clearly rejected. Also, all of us created in the image of God are not commodities to be jockeyed and traded like stocks on Wall Street.  There should be remorse sought for one's participation in such dehumanization.  But what troubles my spirit about the "sackcloth and ashes" and wailing over our sinfulness is how it gets left there for six long weeks. 

Christianity is not a faith about endings, at least it shouldn't be.  "In our end is our beginning."  That beginning doesn't wait for six weeks of bewailing our broken unworthiness. The hope in Christianity is not that evil will be purged and wiped from the earth if we just deny ourselves!  That perspective has spawned so much war, violence, and hate! No! The hope in Christianity is that we each possess a brilliant, golden-glowing seed of immortality graced to us by the Most Holy One, held in the outstretched hand of Jesus Christ. Take it! That is our beginning, and as such, there is no ending. 

As I age, I am aware of a subconscious thought that rises to the surface: my life is coming to an end.  Shouldn't I do something with the time I have left?  But what if the time I have left is infinite? Then what? What is the shame-proof faith-based calling you have? To whom has God always called you to be in league with to build God's realm on earth?  Do you really want to keep putting that off for another six weeks?

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

A Transfiguration Sermon


                                                                 Be Ye Transfigured

Matthew 17:1-9

Homily given at St. Luke Episcopal Church, Renton, WA

Feb 15, 2026

 

The word for today is Transfiguration.  This story is an experiential story.  Lots of the Bible is aimed at being instructive - teaching what we should and shouldn’t do.  The Church at large through the ages has treated faith as something to be taught – so that the noses of people can be properly adhered to their moral grindstone. But this story is different.  It’s experiential.  You have to feel your way into it!

 One of my stories that I’d like to invite you into experiencing with me is my encounter with an ice storm.  One of the ways I paid for my seminary education was working for campus security.  My seminary campus had maybe six buildings on about 4 square blocks.  My p/t job was a step below Mall Cop.  The training was zip. The only uniform was a blue shirt, a cop-shaped hat, a walkie talkie, and a big ass black flashlight.  Nightly, I’d go around checking the doors that were supposed to be locked and driving the school’s beat up ’68 Pontiac station wagon around and around for 4 hours – on watch for people who might need an escort – either across campus or off the grounds.  One night there was a warning out for coming of a Midwest ice storm.  It started at the start of my rounds.  A couple hours later the freezing rain was piling up.  I took a shortcut down an alley to get up a slight hill and a small flash of light caught my attention.  Bored out of my mind, I rolled up to a bare-naked bush – not a leaf on it, but each bare branch was getting weighed down with like ½” of ice.  What really stunned me, however, was the twinkling of  hundreds of miniature rainbows.  I stopped the car and just stared at the lustrous beauty and the thought hit me: here were the most ordinary elements: a common streetlight, a bare bush, and some ice —they came together to form the raw beauty of the Divine.  The most ordinary transfigured to the holy.  That is the story of faith. That moment lives with me to this day. A vital experience of God that has done more for my faith ever since than those three years of theology study, right teaching, and praxis education.  But if we’re asleep, if our heads are down, and we’re just slogging it through a day, and aren’t keeping in the back of our mind, the Holy, we might miss those quiet visitations by the Divine.

 

The Church has been very focused throughout its history of trying to boil faith down to a set of correct tenets to which we must assent in church on Sunday.  That we just need to be taught the right doctrine. But true Transfiguration happens when we feel it and the arc of it changes our perception of the world and everything in it. 

 

Theologians beginning with the early Church Fathers – as they’re called - discussed, lectured, taught, preached, and shaped what the “official” meaning is supposed to be. Catechisms and Inquisitions served to keep teachers and commoners in the narrow right interpretations (or be burned as a heretic.)  But fortunately, that’s not our practice, but I still think it’s valuable to have basic knowledge of the steps that led us to where we are so we can make clear in our heads what is archaic old stuff and what actually means something to someone today.  So, here’s my outline of Transfiguration for Dumbies.  The story takes place on an unidentified mountain where Jesus & his three disciples attend a get together with two influential people.  There was Moses who represented the Law and Elijah who represented the Prophets.  These two people with God-knowledge were the essence of faith to Jews.  At the moment of Transfiguration, Jesus gets elevated to their level --added beside them when God’s word came from heaven: “This is my beloved Son with whom I am pleased, listen to him.”  With that word, Jesus is added as an authoritative voice – and depending on who you talk to – might even mean that Jesus is elevated above The Law and The Prophets. If you are curious about the extraordinary theological swamps you can get into- Wikipedia has a well sourced substantive article about the Transfiguration.

 

But from my vantage point of participating with a variety of other Christian traditions (and a few Buddhists), living faith demands that we take what our ancestors have given us and tend to those teachings and gifts such that they bring us the awareness of the Spirit’s moving harmony, her wholeness, or another frame: a blueprint or a map, for our personal and collective spiritual lives today. We cannot recite and mimic doctrine of the Church of the 1st Century or the Middle Ages and hope for it to have much relevance to folks today because our contexts are so radically different.  Science did not exist in 1st century Palestine, but in our time, some are strongly attached to science & might look askance at a story of a Middle Eastern man glowing on a mountaintop and slam the door – like on a Jehovah Witness knocking at our door. Another group of modern conspiracy theorists might see in it as evidence of space aliens who beamed down to give cosmic advice to Jesus. (Don’t laugh!)  Making real sense of gospel lessons is a challenge for us in the Church today!  With the Church under fire from lots of different angles, it is important we understand our truth!  As Christians, we are standing on a threshold of making a huge difference in humanity. We are at the edge of a spiritual prism that is refracting the Light of God in a multitude of colors that span time and space. This edge holds cosmic importance to the continuance of the only human life we know of in the universe.  The seriousness is profound. To appreciate our place, we must get good at critical thinking and better at experiencing the guiding light of the Holy Spirit. With that combination, standing in God’s sacred streams of light, Truth shines.  Spiritual truths bring light and wholeness to our being. We discover those truths by exchanging experiences that we’ve had in our faith walk, being open, and unfortunately, those are things that even at church we struggle with a bit because we don’t want to be judged cuckoo.  So, I volunteer to maybe be cuckoo & share 3 truths that arose while I was living with this passage this week.

 

Truth number 1: This man, by the name of Jesus, is the embodiment of a Cross. Historically, the Cross has been wrapped in the theology of Jesus’ blood and his sacrifice for my sins so that I could be saved. It’s a remarkably individualistic view. All about me.  But today we share the planet with over 7 billion people. Almost instant communication across the globe. Global cooperation and community building is now what’s crucial to our survival. Watching it be torn to shreds is painful! But, nobody has more experience in community building than the Church. In fact, the crux of our horrid governance presently is the glorification of an individual – all about their white wealth and white power – Definitely NOT about Beloved Community.  So, I’m not thinking of the Cross as something personal (we got more than enough of that!) but more like Jesus brings us to a Crossroad.  A crossroad of right and wrong.  When we approach the person of Christ many choices come into focus, and it’s been my experience & is my belief that He is the best way, the right way, the healthiest way and his choices are something we all should seek and incorporate into our reflexive actions.

 

Truth #2: We are loved by an infinite God who can come to us in an infinite number of unexpected ways – if we’re alert.  And every one of us is called to transformation.  We must stay open to more information, more interactions, more experiences.  We don’t live our lives in a cloistered space set apart from the world. We are of the world.  As busy people we get caught & carried along in the ebb and flow of societal tides, but as disciples of Jesus we’re charged with bringing holy perspectives and moral clarity to a world of corruption and sin that we have witnessed like in Selma, and which we ARE witnessing in spades like in Minneapolis.  We are called beyond the gutter to a higher plane.  Called to a transformational mountaintop if you will – to experience holiness & bring back into all our relationships.  Passing on the sacred dimension of life.    

 

Truth #3: The instant we acknowledge Jesus as our authority of righteousness, ALL the other choices come into view – “…save us from the time of trial” we say in the Lord’s Prayer.  The greatest purpose our spirit serves for the health of our lives is what I’ll label the Compass Point. Jesus brings us to the crossroads of the good/bad/ugly. Helps us see all the choices for what they are.  Then he points in the Right Direction to the True Way – for us as individuals and for us as a PEOPLE of God.  In each moment, every moment, moving forward in time, if we stay true to his Compass, we connect into deeper communion and holy awareness together!  Another spiritual term we hear is metanoia: the spiritual experience of collective transfiguration.  The net effect of metanoia is a brighter vision, a more profound hope, wider inclusion, a deeper compassionate connection, stronger commitment – within ourselves, with our divine spark, with divine purpose, with morality, in our society, with other holy ones on the Road. It fires our inner light. So it widens and expands the Table where we partake of the Body of Christ, which sends us out to bring profound peace and radical inclusion of all people – all people!

 

Thomas Merton, a well-known Christian contemplative & one of my favorites, said it well I think in his book, “The Hidden Ground of Love”:

“I believe the only really valid thing that can be accomplished in the direction of peace and unity at this moment is the preparation of The Way by any movement that is able to unite and experience in their own lives all that is best and most true from the various great spiritual traditions.”

He goes on to talk about how such people become “sacraments,” touchstones of grace, new seeds of thought, pioneers of hope. I believe St Luke Church is part of that moral Godly movement that is able to “unite and experience in life all that is best and most true.”  So, people of God, I ask you FIRST to stay awake.  Then allow yourselves to be transfigured.  And go out thinking of yourselves as sacraments to the world. Blessings!

Friday, January 23, 2026

Some Thoughts on the Practice of Confession

For a long time, I have carried a belief that a regular part of almost any worship service - the Confession - is mostly superfluous. My logic on this went as follows: Since Jesus died for our sins, that act of sacrificial grace was a once-and-for-all watershed in human history. From that moment on, all sin falls under grace. So my internal question has been: why go through the motions of confessing when it's already forgiven (and forgotten). Many in the pews may ask that same question using my logic or some other rationalization. But this is something that I've been rethinking. 

I've been lost for a couple of weeks in two different theological books.  The first is Ralph Martin's The Fulfillment of All Desire.  The other book is Ann LaForest's Therese of Lisieux.

The Primacy of Grace

Martin makes a strong case that the Christian faith is held and glued together by grace, the completely unmerited love of God. We can't earn salvation. However, grace does need to be accepted, and there are "terms" attached to that acceptance.  Most notably, we are signing into a relationship. All relationships have boundaries and terms that sustain their quality.  For instance, household chores are almost universally something that has to get negotiated (and renegotiated!), or there's trouble.

Yes, grace is freely offered. However, it is not a license to be an awful human being or to use it as a permanent 'get out of jail free' card and carry on the bad behaviors that hurt ourselves and others. That is using God to salve whatever guilty conscience we might have and go on, without reflection, sinning freely. 

So, confession calls us to consider where we are abusing the relationship we have with God.  St. Therese says it this way, "The only grace I ask of You is that I never offend you."  Turning it on us personally, "How might Jesus take offense at your behavior today?" I would hazard to say that the vast majority of us could always find ways we let Jesus down or could show our devotion to him better. That is the crux of purpose in confession.  For some, myself included, keeping up on confession daily is a spiritually healthy practice to adopt.